I loved but you didn't

I held your hand in my fantasy

but my bad, unaware of veracity,

I dreamt of you during every moonlight

Unknowingly, I possessed these musing all inside,

I didn' feel like anywhere else other than your regard

Everything had became unknown even my life was rigid,

But then all my fantasy came to an end knowing it won't come true

because you had someone else, so I lost you,

Now why would I be sad, happiness was one thing that you were elated

Well what about my feelings, one day everything would end,

The reason I wasn't happy, was just a little jealously

Because I wasn't your reason for happiness, I was just helpless,

It was difficult to reach you, so I never tried

Everyone said that I was crazy, but I denied,

I had woven thousands of dreams, but the difficulty was to fulfill them

Thought he had someone, so move on, it would be hard to understand,

Used to look at the lines of hands whenever I thought of you

But luck was never to meet you,

Now whom do I teach luck or how do I change my luck

Never thought it would be so hard to live without you but,

Upset with myself, even I knew it wouldn't be possible to be with you

Many times during the day, I prayed to God that I could meet you,

Well I was crazy that even I lost myself for being with you

I started to doubt my love for you,

You and me got a whole lot of history

You got a fetish for my unwanted love,

I lost you too to get you

What hope did I live now that even I lost me,

Leaving all things behind, I tried to move on ahead on my way to

Forgetting even about you but I loved you,

I hope until the day I die I only love you.

Wish you love my love

Please love me too as I love you!

Thank you🌺