Once, it was me
Now, it's someone you
How I changed, I didn't know
You judged me, did you hello
As far as I went in life
You judged me with the sharp knife
I was with the moon and stars for me
You called me beautiful, did you actually mean
Sleepless nights and tiring days I lived
At that time be happy, I was advised
I was angry with myself even after knowing myself
The reason was nothing but life was not mine and no one to help
Every time I tried my best to become as I want
I was told, sorry miss you can't
I was separated from myself, don't know why
Still, you ask me, you are sad why
Now how do I make you understand?
I was sad because of you, it's all just that
I lost my dream just because of you
And don't you have dreams, you said
I wanted to speak a lot
But I ended up my thought with a full stop
I saw the dreams of running
But it was hard for me to even walk
I even killed my own dreams too
'cause I was told to live a life like you
Was life angry with me? I tried to know
I changed myself, was this a reason or no
I lived my life, but without being my own self
I knew all my weaknesses, but I didn't care
You spoke kind words for me, just to show
I was not in need of sympathy, so I said no
I ruined my own self in this journey
I asked myself, is this really me
I had thousands of words to speak out then
I didn't find anyone to, but a diary and a pen
This is the story of my life, that I lived
Are you sad or surprised?
Thank you🦋